i really hate the way I build relationships. i build really solid relationships with like 3 people and then thats it. i talk to other people, but I am terrible at making new friends, always have been. i was popular in school, but not the girl that people asked to hang out outside of school, i have friends at work but those friendships stay at work. i have like 3 friends I can call up and say lets hang, other than that I just see them when i see them. the more i watch the show bones, the more i relate with dr brenans character. she is very well respected and well liked, but she has the feeling of being all alone constantly. i feel her pain. my roommate isnt home, by boyfriend is in a different state for a week, and my best guy friend is busy, and my other female friend never seems to want to hang anymore unless its a group thing that involves alcohol. ah well. something i need to work on i guess. i need to be more open to more people.